I was writing just for kitty came in.

'There is a local legend in my town.

Where there is this old house where there is a bunch of cages? I know where you're gonna go with us. But this is not as bad as it seems even though it is a ghost story of 30 years. Some people have many speculations on this particular ghost story and how it came about. They say there are ghosts particularly of ghostly faces that are craft in the cages of the house.That being said, I never went to this house for fear of seeing a ghostly face.I usually call this particular house Facebook as in the Facebook site, ha ha ha.You get my Drift as that is what I call it. Because there are so many faces floating around in cages. In this particular haunted house. I don't know where these faces came from. Some say they were caused by murder victims that were more or less stuck there, and their souls kept for all eternity. By the serial killer, some people would say that it was from the blasts of hell where many people have seen faces floating around and that these faces were demonic. In general.

And then there is one legend about this where there was a car crash and there was a person hunting ghost at the time and hunting.On one to go at the same time, trying to find the 1 to go.But ended up finding nothing more than a bunch of ghosts and it's cage.Therefore hence the caged faces.

To get an idea of why I'm trying to avoid this house and yet my friends are bullying me to go into the house to see for everyone's sake, except mine to see if there is a wind to go or a screaming face and a cage that being said, I didn't want to do. That I am a science nerd for one, always had been for the most of my life that being said. I've been more interested in science Dungeons & Dragons. And. And also, yes, I said it Chas as well.I was hoping to be a forensic psychologist , but I would only see the Physically dead people instead of seeing people that were on the spirit variety, those I cannot handle, for someone reason for one to say this is to say that I cannot stand seeing ghosts but dead bodies wouldn't bother me. I thought when I was a young lad when I was going through puberty. My friends were trying to threaten me into going into this particular house. Telling me , if they didn't , they would tell everyone that I went to the bed even though I never did.

And so I went into the house at the stroke of midnight. Just to see if this chaotic face collection wouldn't show up. It wasn't a collection of human faces, but they were flowing around in cages as if spirits were trying to get out. I never didn't believe in that kind of stuff, but my friends were hackling me to go into this house and see with a camera that these things existed. I didn't want to do this for my own sanity.

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"No!" I would say.

"But you have to," they threatened. "As we will tell that you wet the bed at the sleepover!"

With my social life and social media life at stake. I had to do one thing and 1 thing, only pick up that darn Video camera and video every page and see if there was a face popping out of them a ghostly apparition that I did not want it. Nor did I care to believe in, but I had who for my own sanity. Or else the whole school would have found out that it would have been a horrible She agreed that I've been holding a secret that I really would rather keep between me and my Doctor and my parents that being said, what was the secret was. I had a problem when I had nightmares. I would end up wetting the bed. And I had a nightmare at Jimmy's party. And that being said, end up being ridiculed for it. For most of my time, I don't know why I have these nightmares. But anyways, these kids can be a little jerky at a time.

When I went into the house, I did not expect very much of the cages to be holding anything except for maybe a rat or twi that got in there. Maybe something that was like a rodent.Maybe that's what I was hoping for my own sanity.It was just a rat. But at midnight I didn't know what to think about anything.I was just hoping for the rats that they would come out and scare me and that I would just be something believable instead of this God, awful story that the whole town hadn't believed in the first place. The town of Elk Town!

This was kind of stupid for me to spend my time in a haunted house. Supposedly, it haunted the house and did not believe in this and had to video something that really didn't exist. In my opinion, I know for a fact that I didn't believe in this obsessively, as I do have aspergers.

You can call me Sheldon from Sheldon.The Big Bang Theory, as I am similar to him.And I am very easy to scare so laughing sad.This was not my cup of tea.As I opened up the door it creaked open and it's starting to smell like musty old dust that being sad.I didn't think well.There was some moonbeams shining through the window and stuff like that , but it was just the idea that I had to go through with this hair brained scene.

As I walked into the house. I ended up seeing nothing more than a bunch of empty cages. I was hoping that it would just be a rat maybe or 3 of them as the best of my fears, but then I ended up seeing something that was gonna disturb me. I heard voices. I didn't know if they were coming from my head. Or if they were coming through from another side of the. They all it was kind of unusual.It was close to Halloween at this time.It was not very good for my mental health to be doing this, but as I said, some kids are jerks.

I walked all around the house and screamed. There's nothing there in the first place. So why am I here kind of phrase that I ended up blocking kind of walk out. But they would tell me to stay in until a face popped out of nowhere that being said the cage face was something I did not want to see but it was something that I had to do the price my own. Integrity and social freedom of not being around these jackals , all the time that being said , maybe it might be known as the Kid who ended up getting out of a tough situation by going through it or maybe, I might even get a girlfriend for facing something that no one else in this town wouldn't ever try to do. That was something. I was hoping that was my brain's dream. At least, but then I would end up having to deal with the fact that I would have to see these spirits with her craggly old cheese. Maybe they had a bunch of old. Cavities and stuff, I would not know.I didn't want to know what these faces would look like.I know they would look human but that was about it from there.I kept walking around until I saw one cage and it had something glowing in it.

A face. I thought it's finally a face. I can actually go and reclaim my sanity and reclaim everything. That was important to me and not have to be around these idiots. As I thought I would have to be for the rest of my life. I can actually choose my friends so as I look closer. And I zoom in closer with the zoom lens on my phone. Which was the video camera? I ended up realizing that it was a face. It was the face of a woman who was looking pretty depressed at the time. She was just the face. It was an apparition as if it was saying that she was stuck in this cage for all eternity. Then it made me wonder who would be so hard to keep faces. Not actual, the physical phase is but spirits of these people in cages for eternity just to scare the rest of the town. I found it a kind of heartless and ridiculous. To be honest with you, I didn't want to have to deal with it. Any kind of backlash could have been a serial killer. I said it couldn't have been a serial killer. I kept saying to myself.

But the house did not look very lived in it. Just had the cage. Is there and there there is no smell or anything that would indicate anything of a serial killer. So I ended up deciding that wasn't the case. They must have found their way into this house. The spirits that were, and that's why another spirit popped out in another cage. It was of an old man, and the apparition looked like he had a sad look on his face. He was saying something. I could not remember what it said, but there was. It was anyway, so I ended up zooming in to see if the pupils were doing whatever pupils do die lighting fixing. They seem to be doing just that it seems very creepy. I thought this had to be some kind of hoax. These people were alive. Something like so under his farm where people were just jumping out to scare you. But then, as I want to grab the person by the hair. My arm raged right through the face.It was an apparition none the less! Were they all apparents at this point?Where do they come from?I wondered.I wanted to know for a fact what they were doing in my life that being said or in this part of my life.I didn't want to go any further.I had to get , I said this.

"I saw the flipping faces, so can you let go out now!"

Then they wanted to see all the faces. Not just the ones I captured, but they wanted to see everyone. This was like a demanded game of Pokémon. You gotta catch them all. I guess that was the case with this. I didn't like the idea of having to see every face. That was unboxed on every page, as it was floating around. I was hoping that I would find his way back to wherever it came from the great Beyond. Whatever you want to call it for that matter. I was kind of honestly scared for my own sanity and safety. At this point, where there are ghosts, they are used. You are demons, and it was pretty scary. To be honest with you, I didn't hear an evil laugh for a moo. Ha ha ha, or anything like that, but it was pretty disturbing. To be honest with you, to be in the middle of the night. In an abandoned house, doing nothing but looking around for ghostly faces in a cage or cage is when I found the last face. It was in a cage as well. You guessed it!

That is when I decided when I saw the very last face.I was going to burst out screaming which I did exactly that screaming like a little girl hoping that I would never have to see that place again.It was nowhere in my route to Going to School.It was nowhere to be found where I hung out.It was not my ideal place.To be honest with you, when I got out and showed everyone on my phone.The faces In the cages floating around us so solemnly, it was just as if it was a sign show for the other kids.It was kind of honestly, disturbing that kids would find this fascinating.I found this to be disturbing on the last that these were actually real.These were not a hoax.They were actually real

I guess my scientific mind has gotten me into enough trouble for the past lifetime. Thus, I do not want to do any more of these ghost adventures with these 2 dumb dumb dumber, kind of people that being said, I decided I was going to sit at the lunch table with someone else who is going to be a little bit more compassionate for who I am and my needs someone who is. Gonna be a true friend for sure. That being said, I ended up sitting by a bunch of people who were similar to me. But we're a little bit more lean in towards the world. All of the supernatural, I showed him the pictures and the videos of the ghostly faces. And they were very interested.They didn't seem like a very bad batch of kids to be around so I ended up going back to the table every lunch hour for every day until I end up graduating from great 8!

As i started to graduate.I ended up deciding that I was gonna leave this part behind me even though I was just going into high school, That was when I decided I was going to go to the other town for high school in a town.Calcohol loads build there.I ended up being allowed to go to Notre Dame school where I have been.But my reputation as a ghost hunter that I bring grudgingly didn't want to have followed me there.Anyway, some kids mostly Gothic kids were very interested in what I had to show them on my fault.I still do not delete this complete poop show of my life........ But at least I was not being tormented in doing anything that I didn't want to do at this case. I was actually much happier where I was and I was actually gonna be able to pursue what I wanted to do in the first place which was science and science, only that being said, I was hoping to still be a friend's pathologist. Hopefully, I will never have to see the likes of what I saw on grade 8 ever again that being said, there are still some idiots I have to deal with jocks people that don't understand who I am. And people who are like athletic and stuff who are supposed to be the cool kids. That try not to go to craps about people like me. But they end up doing the first place or not in a good way.

I was gonna have a happy, 4 years and high school. Come Heller high water. I was gonna do what I had to do. In order to do to make sure I was able to get into the right university and not to be called. Ed ghost boy or Facebook, as some kids were calling me and not the social media site. Some kids were calling me that because of my reputation that preceded me of seeing ghosts in a cage, particularly faces that being said. Is that really all that it had to do to be the cool kid without being? A jock or a cheerleader. I guess so in this case because I did not have to worry for 1 second about being too popular. But that is not too unpopular at the same time. You know what I mean there?'

I was working on this story for creative writing class.   My school offers a creative writing class for grades 7 and grade 8.    When writing this story, I was invited to my first dance by Jannie.   Jannie has never been to a dance  as well because she would never find someone to go with.  And so I said, "Yes."

I was actually  looking forward to the dance as this was the first dance in my life.  I could have gone with my friends but that did not go well.  So, I thought I would be babysitting my sister for that time period.  But  let's say that shit happens.  And in this case, good shit.  As I went home, I could not help but think that this was a good thing.  I was getting out there in the world. 

It was a fall dance, and it was informal, to say the least.  As I tried to find the right out fit to wear, I did not want to look like a girlie girl.  I wanted to be myself and to have a good time.  

So jeans and a T-shirt were the things I was going to wear. 

"What are you doing?" My father asked. 

"I was invited to a dance by my friend," i said.  "Her name is Jannie. "

"I know who she is. "  He said.  "I suppose I will go get a sitter."

"Thanks, dad."  I said, trying on my marylin Manson shirt.  This was one shirt I got last summer but never got to wear.  This would be great.  "Can I put on make up."

"Sure, but don't look too girlie. I have to recognize you," he said as I walked in.  "Jesus, you look just like your mother."

"Thanks, dad," I said.  I never saw her except for that night when I was with

Jannie, but I didn't think she looked like me. Soon, I was out the door for the first dance. 

As I walked out the door, I saw Jannie walking up in her scrubs and smiling at me.  "Hey!"

"Hey, jannie," i said.  "You look great. "

"Thanks," she said.  "You look good."

She blushed, and she held my hand.  My heart fluttered and thought of her actually holding my hand.  This was not a fluke. This was real.

She kissed my hand and again told me how pretty I was.  Soon, i was blushing.

When i we got to the gym in the school, I was starting to worry about the other students.

She looked at me and said, "Don't worry, we will find a corner to be."

But i did not think that kari or jeni were going to be there.  And I  thought right.

They were not there .... good.

We walked in, and we found a coroner where we could be alone. That was when when I wanted to actually dance with Jannie. 

We started to slow dance to a song.... it was very nice.

"So I designed at tattoo the other day....." I said.  "It basically your name in it."

"Can we get the same one with eachothers names when we are a bit older."

"Sure...."  I said. She didn't just smile with her lips but also with her eyes.

"Don't you mind if we kissed," she asked.

"No," I said.  "I was thinking about that."

We kissed, and soon, the song was over.   We went to our corner, and we started up again with kissing.   I could not help but feel a rush.  This was what being on top of the world feels like.

That was when Kitty walked into my brother's apartment, and I told me that we were going  to the beach to go super shark hunting.   I  knew nothing about the shark haunting, especially super sharks at that.

"No, we are not," i said. "The police are advising people not to go to the beach without a 500$ fine. Something I can't afford."

"Ok, but stay and feel sorry for yourself," Kitty stormed out. "About your fucking ex."

That was when i started to write intensly and was trying to block the word from my ears. But like a rock concert they managed to be heard.

During the dance, the dj played it into taking more by Ms dynamite.  And that was when Jannie started to kiss me. She was  actually kissing me sweetly.  I could feel the music as it played

'Certainly not me

Certainly not me

'Cause baby personally

I like to be challenged mentally

Your shit's insignificant

And it doesn't help to pay my rent

Its pure negativity

That you impose on me' 

"Do you mind if we make out in the biology lab for the rest of the night," she giggled. 

"Really,"  I asked.

"Yes...."

"Sure," I  said.   She took me to the hallway and started to make out thar it was when we made our way to the biology lab.  She had a key to the lab, and there we started to kiss heavily.  I could not believe that i would be  doing this at all. 

"Cassi," she said.  "I have something to tell you."

"Yes, what?" I asked. 

"This isn't a crush.....I love you," she said.  "This is not experimenting or a crush. I really like you."

"I.....I..," I said.  "Feel the same about you. In fact I have something  for you."

"Me too...." she pulled out a ring that was clearly her mother's. "My mom gave me this, and I am giving this to you as a promise ring."

"I bought something for you too."  I said.  "Also a promise ring."

We gave each other our gifts, and we returned to making out.  Soon, I was looking at the clock and realized  that it was almost midnight.

"Damn it," I said.  "I have to go."

"Shit," she said, looking at the clock.  "We better go."

"January....." i said.  "I had fun tonight. 

"Me too." she said.  I had to scramble out of there.  I thought i was going to get in shit with my father.  Well, time will only tell.  I grabbed January's hand, and we walked to my place.  She works to stay downstairs as this was the first night I had allowed her to stay.

But when I got home, my father was angry an die was not have any of it.  As I went to kiss January goof night, he opened the door.  He was hotter than a fire cracker.

"What are you doing out so light," he said hotly.

"We lost track of time."

"Get in....." He continued. "I was worried sick for you. There are weirdos out there.....real freaks of nature who wouldn't mind snatching you as you walk.

"I do true crime writing, and I know what coidl go wrong .... no get."

January walked in, and he said that she was welcome, but she had to sleep on the couch.

I couldn't sleep for the life of me, thank god it was Friday.  So I logged on to my YouTube, and I looked up the song by Dynamite.

I looked up the song... it takes more.  And pressed play as I found it.

'The shit that you promote

Fighting, fuckin'

Like you don't want to grow

Your talking so much sex

But you not tell the youth 'bout AIDS

You not tell them 'bout consequence, no

Your talking like you a G

But you are killer killing your own

Your just a racist man's pussy

Tell me who wants to know

What when who where

Or how you do your hoe's

Certainly not me

Certainly not me

'Cause baby personally

I like to be challenged mentally

I've heard it all before

Gangsta's pimps and whores

Quality is poor

A girl like me needs more

It takes more (takes more)

To amuse a girl like me

So much more (much more)

To confuse a girl like me

They've got you (got you)

'Cause while you braggin' 'bout your badness your just

Avoiding, adding

To the real shit thats happenin' to us

Now who gives a damn

About the ice on your hands?

If its not too complex

Tell me how many African's died

For the baguettes on your Rolex?

So what you pushing a nice car

Don't you know there's no such thing as superstar

We leave this world alone

So who gives a fuck about the things you own?

Certainly not me

Certainly not me

'Cause baby personally

I like to be challenged mentally

Your shit's insignificant

And it don't help to pay my rent

Its pure negativity

That you impose on me

It takes more (takes more)

To amuse a girl like me

So much more (much more)

To confuse a girl like me

They've got you (got you)

'Cause while you braggin' 'bout your badness your just

Avoiding, adding

To the real shit thats happenin' to us

Now I can sit

And chat shit about dicks and sex

But my business is my business I got self respect

I can talk 'bout how my press could pimp man's dough

Get the keys to his ride and his home

But I looked it up and that would make me a ho'

Little sisters now I really gotta let you know

Real woman ain't sexin' for no mans dough

Real woman work hard to make the dough

And we can all chat 'bout gats and blacks

On blacks and force the hypes and all the stereotypes

We're used to watching, but that ain't what I'm here for

Show them to think higher and aspire for more

It takes more (takes more)

To amuse a girl like me

So much more (much more)

To confuse a girl like me

They've got you (got you)

'Cause while you braggin' 'bout your badness your just

Avoiding, adding

To the real shit thats happenin' to us

It takes more (takes more)

To amuse a girl like me

So much more (much more)

To confuse a girl like me

They've got you (got you)

'Cause while you braggin' 'bout your badness your just

Avoiding, adding

To the real shit thats happenin' to us'

I could not help but Bob my head to the rhythm and I could see why January likes this music. 2000s rap was good.   Soon I looked at the ring that she gave me... a promise ring.  As I looked at it,it was a graduating ring from a medical school.   I looked at, I could not help the fact that jannie wanted me to have this... it most have meant alot to her. 

"I love you, Jannie," I said softly as if we were in the same room.    I tried to sleep but ended up tossing and turning.   I could not help but think about the dance and the biology lab  where we made out in.   I could not do very much about the situation the situation being sleep.  So I wrote in my diary. 

'October 19, 2012

I just feel in love with some one who I didn't think I would fall in love with.  Her name is January Annie Smith.  The same one I talk about.   She is a wonderful girl.

Here is a poem I wrote for her. I guess I could share it.

January my friend and

My first love

I hope that this is not the only poem I will right

For tonight

I feel better about life with

You in it.

These kisses we shared

We're so loving

I wish we could find

More times to kiss.'

That was when I copied these same words on the a piece of paper.  I snuck down stairs and gave it to January who was reading one of my fathers books.  It was about such and such murder. 

I guess that she couldn't sleep either.

"I was thinking January, " I said.  "I wish to be down here with you."

"Sure," she said putting the book down. "Do you want to kiss again."

"Yes," I said.  "I do."

That was when I kissed her.  It felt like I was going to have a heart attack but In  a positive way.   That was when she started to cry.

"Why are you crying," I said. "Jannie!"

"You actually love me," she said.  "That is why."

"Ok!"

"There was one girl  I was interested in but she did not love me," she said. "She told me that I was an experiment nothing more nothing less."

"Jannie," I said trying to comfort her.  "I love you."

"You don't know how much I love you."

"Who was that girl...."

"Gillian,"  she said.  "Gillian Andrew's.  She was in my gifted class but she only called me an experiment and that it did not mean anything to her."

"Wow," some people are idiots. I thought.  "Your the best thing that happened to me!"

I couldn't help but think that I was being honest with her.  She was crying so hard that she was almost convulsions slightly.   Who was this Gillian,  I wanted to know.

That was when January mentioned that she was in the club too. 

That had to be the girl with red hair and glasses.  She did look like bitch.  That was when I felt some heavy emotions. 

"Do you want me to say something to her," I asked.

"No she will tell me this again," she said.  "She was a bitch!"

I went to my room before my father woke up and soon I was able to get a little sleep.  But not much.....

That was when I heard my father mention something about breakfast. So I got and started my day.  As i went to see what was for breakfast I was told about curfew. And the importance of that.

I just rolled eyes and went to the table with January.

"Also thank you for the poem," she whispered.

I could not talk to loud as I was going get into trouble.  But my father just started datingnhis friend Alex.  So I thought about telling him but soon thought against telling him. 

"Damnit," my father said. "Cassi can you get the news paper."

"Sure," I said.

"Also i need to talk to you," he grunted.

"This is not about curfew Is it."

So I grabbed the newspaper. He asked for the funniest threw the rest away as he only read the funny pages. He was not a news hound.  One he thought that the news was a death sentence health wise.

So he roared about on the funnies and got to business.

"Cassi," he said.  "You know I will accept you for how you are but your behavior this past month was off."

"Why, what did I do!" 

"You have been getting into fights, right!"

"Well someone was bad mouthing January for who she was,dad!"

"I see that but what else is going on."

"I am 90% sure I am gay."

"Oh really," he said and went back to hid funny pages.  That was when he said that he really did accept me for me.  "Now go, I have work to do."

That was when he saw that January was reading one of his books.   He shot her a look...."What do you think?"

"It's good," she said. 

"You can have it." He said.  "You two behave from now on. "

"Sure thing!"

That was when I saw that the two were getting along.   She ran up to me and kissed me.

"I have to go..."

"See you Monday."

"Love you Cassi."

I blew her a kiss and when to work.on my story that I was working on.   The assignment was that I had to right two stories.  That was it was it that was all. 

And for the first time in my life I wanted to watch an episode of forensic files. As I did I was told to go back to my work.  Thank God there was a marathon on about it.

'So I've been staying in this house for a week and you would not think that the devil would exist or anything to that nature and you're a Shaman, but there is demons around And the Devil does exist I must admit that, but to tell you the truth, I did not think of this until I ended up staying at this house for a week with some friends for a fucking week! And wouldn't you have it the place was hindered by evil spirits and really negative energy! For one if the internet is out of wack but you have some Reception the place they have a demon there could be a difference between being in the countryside, and then being demonically possessed or haunted that being said, it was not very interesting to see that the Internet could be full blast, and yet not work at the same time! But then I saw what looked like a Japanese man commit seppuku! Something I did not want to see the first place, but then I ended up seeing that the second time I was at the house. It was kind of unusual. I thought it was just the sleep deprivation that was taking hold of me as I have been able to sleep because of stress and other stuff! Then today something awful happen. I ended up getting into a fight with a friend that I started and that is completely out of my norm to start freight with that being said I usually do that as a friendly person, but then I started putting three and three together the Internet, the guy committing ritual suicide as well that there was some creepy dolls down at the basement. So actually has pictures of these creepy dolls. That means said it was very unusual to feel this sort of negative energy energy and energy energy and not think about it but now I thought about putting two and two together, pretty frightening to be honest with you. I don't think this would be a very good place to go to again! As I saw this apparition of the Japanese man committing hair-kari just as I was going to bed I ended up sleeping with the covers overs my head as I this was one figure 1. Figure 1 is a medical website, which is complete harms but gory ! That shit doesn't bother but after seeing this seppuku but now that I did not like seeing that but there it was. To be forthright I have seen ghosts and stuff before but just not that!!! Not once in my life did I except to see this from not just the corners of my eye but in front of me as I was putting my guitar away! I recognize the ghost as Hirohito the dictator emperor in japan when world war 2 broke out and started unti 731. (That will be another story for another time)

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this is A place before a place that I've been for many years for program. This place has not been very welcoming to me, but then when I went through the first time for a overnight, it was over the same group of friends and having back here five years later, just to find out because our house being painted and stuff, and I found that I did not like the place anymore than I did before it was kind of creepy to be honest with you the energy and stuff! As I was trying to tell what the fucking hell I was experiencing I want to know note that I was also fighting with friends which out of the norm for me way out in left field! I disturbing thought! I don't know what the fuck was happening when some one complained of creepy dolls in the basement of this shit hole but as I was telling about the negative energy he should me the dolls in a picture of his phone! Why were they there! That was when I had enough of this place! Those dolls were the portal to a hell realm! Something I also like to deny exists but as I said it was what it was! And so in the middle of the night I had to go crystal hunting so I could have some peace! But what kind of peace can I have with crystals under my pillow!

But it had to be done after what I saw!

I have seen it all in my life but this was the first time that I saw this in my life, an apparition of someone committing ritual suicide in the exact room where I was sleeping! At first I thought it was nothing but twenty four hours later it was my opinion hat I saw Hirohito's ghost killing it self! I don't know if he did or not in real life but it was what I saw! He was wearing white regalia and the sliced his belly and disappeared!

You are wondering why to I see ghosts, spirits and demons! Well I have one foot in the earth realm and the other foot in the spirit world! I wanted not to believe what I was seeing but then one other guy came forward and told the he felt of colour too!

as a central Asian it was very very disturbing to see this man in my bed room committing Seppuku! Especially after what he did to my people in World War 2......human experiments and other fucked up shit! If you want to learn more about unit 731 go to the Wikipedia or YouTube as I willnkt utter the obscenities that were done on the Chinese as well as my people! But why were I was it was disgusting to be honest with you! I want nothing to do with this place! Here are some spots as to how the demon posse ps you! The wear your mental health and you spirit down making you feel unsafe and cause you to believe in only them until you snap! It is kind a of quite disturbing to tell you thruth! I am spiritual sensitive or spiritually gifted and clairvoyant! I wanted to scream when one guy could not shot up!

These are the things should look for......

1. Cannot Control Themselves

A person who is under the control of a demon cannot control themselves. The evil spirit is able to speak through their lips or can make them mute as it so desires. Scripture gives examples of demon-possessed people who were mute.

We also find demons speaking through people.

2. New Personality

Demon-possession means that a new personality is introduced to that person - the victim becomes a different person. The Gadarene demoniac acted and spoke as one who was controlled by another personality

3. Different Voice

Sometimes those who are demon-possessed speak with a different voice. On one occasion, when Jesus asked the name of the demon, the demon spoke through the man and said:

4. Supernatural Knowledge

In one incident, the demons speaking through a man, immediately recognized Jesus as the Messiah.

This understanding of Jesus' identity came from supernatural knowledge. For at this time, Jesus had not yet revealed Himself to His disciples, or to the world, as the promised Messiah.

5. New Abilities

A person who is demon-possessed acquires new abilities. For example, those possessed by demons can demonstrate superhuman strength. The Bible speaks of one demoniac in the following way.

6. Suicidal Tendencies

Demon possession can lead to suicidal tendencies.

I know this is very disturbing but this is what I have fight again for the next for days and it is not a cake wake but this was from a Christian website.....I am more shaman who are able to detect the kinds of spirits with more ease than a westerner! It is all very spooky! To tell you the truth the say the denying the devil or demons will cause them to lash out in ways that horrific! As I try to sleep with crystal under my pillow I just recite some Incantations every time I wake up and hope for the best! But it is easier said than done!

When I was a little kid I used to see friendly ghosts all my life but kinda like the advent of face book, things would go sideways and evil would get in! Much like the internet the spirit world you have to be careful, very very careful as to what you do or who you talk to ask a friend! This is not any different! The fact that I haven't seen my mother since coming to this shit hole of a place said it all! The fact that my mom I haven't seen her Was saying a lot about the engery of the place! It was not what I wanted to deal with anymore I don't usually believe in demonic spirits but after this I do believe to some extent!

I wanted to know if there was a "I do t want to believe" poster like the "I want to believe" poster in the x-files! They should have one of these as I don't want to believe in these demons ...... I am more connect with nature and that only! But then it is what it is! Tomorrow is counseling how I am I supposed to explain this way!

The trick is to stay strong and use crystals and not be afraid as these fuckers smell and thrive on fear! This is the true spiritual warfare and the struggle that people have to face especially when dealing with this kinds of things! But then you might not have to deal with it! I just fucking home that you will not have to deal with this in your life time like I had to!'

I look over the writing I did and started to cry. Then ding, ding , Ding. I look at the phone messages. It was Lilly i wanted to read what the message said.

*I am sorry for what I did, I was stupid to be with Julio.*

Yes, you were

*I was foolish to be with him. He is a ladies' man. He was cheating on me.*

Then why don't you change your profile picture then

*He was also controlling*

I am sorry, but it is YOUR fault. This wouldn't happen if you stayed with me

*I know*

You're just going to be with him after me again

*No, nothing, it's not like that*

*did not mean for this to happen.*

Well, it did!!

*I want to be back with you genuinely. Think about it*

I will not delete the conversation nor block her as she might be telling the truth.

As I looked at the messages I saw that she had a :( face on her last text. Shit why did she do that :(

Damnit I forgive you but I need to know that you will not be with him again

* Don't worry*

Thank you

I started trusting her just a little bit but I needed to believe what she did was wrong from us.