'I know you wanted me to stay

But I can't ignore the crazy visions of me in LA

And I heard that there's a special place

Where boys and girls can all be queens every single day

I'm having wicked dreams of leaving Tennessee

Hear Santa Monica, I swear it's calling me

Won't make my mama proud. It's gonna cause a scene

She sees her baby girl, I know she's gonna scream

God, what have you done?

You're a pink pony girl

And you dance at the club

Oh, Mama, I'm just having fun

On the stage in my heels

It's where I belong down at the

Pink Pony Club

I'm gonna keep on dancing at the

Pink Pony Club

I'm gonna keep on dancing down in

West Hollywood

I'm gonna keep on dancing at the

Pink Pony Club, Pink Pony Club

I'm up, and jaws are on the floor

Lovers in the bathroom and a line outside the door

Blacklights and a mirrored disco ball

Every night's another reason why I left it all

I thank my wicked dreams a year from Tennessee

Oh, Santa Monica, you've been too good to me

Won't make my mama proud. It's gonna cause a scene

She sees her baby girl, I know she's gonna scream

God, what have you done?

You're a pink pony girl

And you dance at the club

Oh, Mama, I'm just having fun

On the stage in my heels

It's where I belong down at the

Pink Pony Club

I'm gonna keep on dancing at the

Pink Pony Club

I'm gonna keep on dancing down in

West Hollywood

I'm gonna keep on dancing at the

Pink Pony Club, Pink Pony Club

Don't think I've left you all behind

Still love you and Tennessee

You're always on my mind

And mama, every Saturday

I can hear your southern drawl a thousand miles away, saying

God, what have you done?

You're a pink pony girl

And you dance at the club

Oh mama

, I'm just having fun

On the stage in my heels

It's where I belong down at the

Pink Pony Club

I'm gonna keep on dancing at the

Pink Pony Club

I'm gonna keep on dancing down in

West Hollywood

I'm gonna keep on dancing at the

Pink Pony Club, Pink Pony Club

I'm gonna keep on dancing

I'm gonna keep on dancing'

I was walking up naturally as this song played through. I could not stand for the life of me. Not because chappel Ran had an evil moment as she had a right to a bad day like everyone else. God damn, I am a Saint in that department:

*"They do this after lunch every day!" The TSA agent said.  My pupils  dilated, and I ran to find her making love with her supervisor. And from the looks of it, they were passionate lovers.

"Lilly," I yelled.  "Where are you."

She did not answer.  Soon, I barged into the  one search room and found them in a love act. 

"What the hell, Lilly!?"

"I am so sorry to do this to you."

"Yes, again!!!!"

That was when the middle-aged guy, who was her boss, was  getting hot under the collar.  "We are in love. She was going to break it off with you!"

"Yeah, but she forgot!"  I say.  "Again!"

That was when I decided to focus on ontje giant shark that was coming our way.

"Dimwit, there's a shark coming," I said to her boss.  "Do you even care." 

"Jimmy, I decided not to care at this point," Lilly said.  "You have been obsessed with these sharks since day one.  And now I am happy for once."

She looked like she was going to cry at this point.   "How happy are you if you're going around my back with this nerd!"

"Fuck you!" Said the guy.

"Now I just don't give a damn!" I screamed. 

"You have to accept that I am with Micheal."*

Soon, I changed  the song to oteps Confrontation, which was more my mood and about the situation....

"Don't be silent, fight

Violence, mêlées and disturbances of peace

Here's your introduction to destruction and the hate sustaining me

Are we safer or in danger drowning in atrocities?

Riot gear, the slaves are here piling corpses high

It's the rich man's war, but it's the poor that fight

More capitalist crimes, more enemies than allies

No WMD's, who gives a fuck if they die?

Just kill 'em all, watch 'em fall, skin the world with their lies

It's the rich man's war, but it's the poor that fight

Stand up, speak out, strike back

Stand up, speak out, strike back

They don't know what they started

Confrontation

My religion of resistance challenging everything

Radicals and dissidents of creativity

We are the children of the siege. You hide

In this rich man's war where the poor just die

More deception and greed, more wars and disease

More lies from the high mind that seeks to deceive

A weak nation of need like silent thieves in the night

It's a rich man's war, but it's the poor that die

Stand up, speak out, strike back

Stand up, speak out, strike back

They don't know what they started

Confrontation

Stand, fight, speak, fight, strike back

Stand, fight, speak, fight, strike back

They don't know what they started

Confrontation

This is my battle cry

Defy the lies of the tyrant race

With a fist in the air

And a finger in their face

Defy the tyrants. Don't be silent

Defy the tyrants. Don't be silent

Defy the tyrants. Don't be silent

Defy the tyrants. Don't be silent

Stand up, speak out, strike back

Stand up, speak out, strike back

They don't know what they started

Confrontation

Stand, fight, speak, fight, strike back

Stand, fight, speak, fight, strike back

They don't know what they started

Confrontation

Well, there's no way they can stop us now

There's no way they can stop us now

There's no way they can stop us

So let them try, we fight or we die. "

I  belt out the lyrics as if I were a kid watching  sessome Street and otep. Was big bird. So basically, I was like that until the song ended.  I started to get my breakfast, which was fruit loops  and lemonade.    As I sip the lemonade I try  to forget the milf.  A memory I'd like to forget.   That being said, I started to remember the incident  at the checkpoint....as if I was time traveling:

*"They do this after lunch every day!" The TSA agent said.  My pupils  dilated, and I ran to find her making love with her supervisor. And from the looks of it, they were passionate lovers.

"Lilly," I yelled.  "Where are you."

She did not answer.  Soon, I barged into the  one search room and found them in a love act. 

"What the hell, Lilly!?"

"I am so sorry to do this to you."

"Yes, again!!!!"

That was when the middle-aged guy, who was her boss, was  getting hot under the collar.  "We are in love. She was going to break it off with you!"

"Yeah, but she forgot!"  I say.  "Again!"

That was when I decided to focus on ontje giant shark that was coming our way.

"Dimwit, there's a shark coming," I said to her boss.  "Do you even care." 

"Jimmy, I decided not to care at this point," Lilly said.  "You have been obsessed with these sharks since day one.  And now I am happy for once."

She looked like she was going to cry at this point.   "How happy are you if you're going around my back with this nerd!"

"Fuck you!" Said the guy.

"Now I just don't give a damn!" I screamed. 

"You have to accept that I am with Micheal." *

I had this problem of time traveling and dwelling on shit as I started to hear Tiffany say that they giant shark was now dead.

This did not phase me as I was wondering  about this  whole Lilly thing  I had to deal with.  The fact that I had to accept her being with Micheal was not on my 2014 shopping  list.  

"Wait, what did you say," I said.  Confirming that the colossal shark was gone.  But soon we would have to deal with the more normal sharks.that laid seige to the city of LA.  I could not deal with anything  at all.

"Wait, Jimmy," Tiffany said.  "I have something  to tell you if you are ready."

"What is it....." I said sarcastically.

"One of my former friends, not associated with Lydia, is gay."

"Really, what is her name ? Number."

Tiffany got a hold of my phone and plugged Jackie's number in the phone. "Here you go..."

Soon, my phone started to buzz. I looked like Jackie's message, but then I saw that Lilly's  name was highlighted.  Damnit. Soon, I  started to read the message.

*I am pregnant with Micheal's baby! And did I tell you that he proposed to me ....*

Yes, and I don't care, and I am in the process of finding someone that i can trust.

* How could you*

How could you!!!!!

Soon, I started to get the message that I wanted to see it was the girls number that showed up.  Soon, I started to add Jackie as a contact and started to text her.

Hello Jackie.

* You must be Tiffany's friend.  I heard good things about you.*

I'm glad you do.

*I have....*

Soon, I started to ask for the oliguotary selfie.   That being  said, I had to see who I was talking to.

Jack was about the same age as Lilly, maybe younger, and she was slim and goth looking....hard to see her as Tiffany's friend.  But she. 

So tell me about yourself

That was when  I got a personal essay about Jackie and her life. That was nice. At least, she told me who she was.  That showed that she gave damn.

* So your ex cheated on you again*

Yes... it was humiliating.

* That was what happened to me, too.*

Really

*yes*

Who was your ex

*some bitch who liked guys more then girls*

Same here.

*damn it, this is a good sign*

Was your your ex named Lilly?

*no*

*It was lisa*

I think I might be in love already.

*good*

*happy to hear that*

I most have spent 3 hours talking to her.  Soon, it was lunch.

* Would you like to hang out.

Would like lunch.

*sounds good.. listen, I have a spare ticket for a music festival....you in*

Sure.

*awesome sauce!*

She was nerdy, too.  I love nerdy girls the best. Soon, I went to that  music festival.  It was a small heavy metal festival.  That being said, metal heads from all over came to this festival.  I might not have been goth fully, but I started to listen to this music when I was 13. It was first papa roach, and then it went to death metal.

I started to go insane with the sights and sounds of the festival.  Soon, a balloon animal popped.... I was frustrated at that.  I hated balloon animals.  But then I saw that Jackie hated them too.  It was as if we were carbon copies of each other.

As I started to walk with her, my hand bumped into hers.

"It's OK," she said.  "Hold my hand...."

And so I did hold hands with her.  Then she said that it was OK to kiss.  Which I was not comfortable  about, but I did, and I did not regret it.  It was as if fireworks went off in my heart and brain.   That was magical. 

A balloon animal popped, and we started to walk away from the noise  and chaos.  That was my first festival i went to.

"Do want to meet my family," I said.  "Consists  of a dumb ass brother."

"Cool!"

And so this was starting about a new relationship  that was supposed to be healing.   I could care less about Lilly now.