'Of all the words you said

These were the ones that could have saved us both

But you said them

Far too late

Of all the words you said

These could've kept the shadows

Of my family

From the ground on which I'm walking

And if I'd only been told the truth

Facts based on something that

I could touch

Things would be all different nowOf all the words you said

These were the ones that could have saved us both

You said them

Far too late

And if I'd only been told the truth

Facts based on something that

I could touch

Things would be all different now

And I wouldn't have to lie

As I see truth in their eyes

Thoughts that I have had

On my way down to see them

There'd still be the loss

That we knew when we were kids

And I wouldn't have to lie

When say I'm just fine

And still know how to dance

Away what was bad

Still holding on to

The thoughts that stay false

And bound to a promise

I don't wish to keep

One hand in the ruins

Something

Once was my home

Once was my ownBound to a promise

I don't wish to keep

One hand in these ruins

Is something that I could touch

And still know how to dance

I'd still know how to dance away what was bad...'

I was trying to write the rest of that book that I was writing.   But I could not  know where to start so I just started to listen to the song again

'Of all the words you said

These were the ones that could have saved us both

But you said them

Far too late

Of all the words you said

These could've kept the shadows

Of my family

From the ground on which I'm walking

And if I'd only been told the truth

Facts based on something that

I could touch

Things would be all different nowOf all the words you said

These were the ones that could have saved us both

You said them

Far too late

And if I'd only been told the truth

Facts based on something that

I could touch

Things would be all different now

And I wouldn't have to lie

As I see truth in their eyes

Thoughts that I have had

On my way down to see them

There'd still be the loss

That we knew when we were kids

And I wouldn't have to lie

When say I'm just fine

And still know how to dance

Away what was bad

Still holding on to

The thoughts that stay false

And bound to a promise

I don't wish to keep

One hand in the ruins

Something

Once was my home

Once was my ownBound to a promise

I don't wish to keep

One hand in these ruins

Is something that I could touch

And still know how to dance

I'd still know how to dance away what was bad...'

That being said, I could not think of anything  for this book.  Maybe it was the new hand pan that was a distracting game or.... there was a lot on my plate.

I could care less about this book.  But I went  up to the hand pan and started to drum on the drum.

I started with the song that I composed

The big dipper was twinkling

And twinkling tears

It was.....

The big dipper was twinkling

And twinkling tears

It was.....

The big dipper was twinkling

And twinkling tears

It was.....

Ot twinkles tears Because I screwed up.

I screwed up

Big time

Big time

Time and time again.

That being not figuratively

I screwed up.

I screw up

The big dipper was twinkling

And twinkling tears

It was.....

The big dipper was twinkling

And twinkling tears

It was.....

Ot twinkles tears Because I screwed up.

I screwed up

Big time

Big time

Time and time again.

Big time,"

Then I tried the song that I listened to.

Tap tap tap

I started to song the jeniferever song this song was also important to song so I started to sing it as I started to tap handpan.

Of all the words you said

These were the ones that could have saved us both

But you said them

Far too late

Of all the words you said

These could've kept the shadows

Of my family

From the ground on which I'm walking

And if I'd only been told the truth

Facts based on something that

I could touch

Things would be all different nowOf all the words you said

These were the ones that could have saved us both

You said them

Far too late

And if I'd only been told the truth

Facts based on something that

I could touch

Things would be all different now

And I wouldn't have to lie

As I see truth in their eyes

Thoughts that I have had

On my way down to see them

There'd still be the loss

That we knew when we were kids

And I wouldn't have to lie

When say I'm just fine

And still know how to dance

Away what was bad

Still holding on to

The thoughts that stay false

And bound to a promise

I don't wish to keep

One hand in the ruins

Something

Once was my home

Once was my ownBound to a promise

I don't wish to keep

One hand in these ruins

Is something that I could touch

And still know how to dance

I'd still know how to dance away what was bad...

I think this song would have been better with the hand pan. Soon, I wanted to start to record this song on my phone. I started to press record and started to sing the ox-eye.

I pressed record again on my phone and

"The big dipper was twinkling

And twinkling tears

It was.....

The big dipper was twinkling

And twinkling tears

It was.....

The big dipper was twinkling

And twinkling tears

It was.....

Ot twinkles tears Because I screwed up.

I screwed up

Big time

Big time

Time and time again.

That being not figuratively

I screwed up.

I screw up

The big dipper was twinkling

And twinkling tears

It was.....

The big dipper was twinkling

And twinkling tears

It was.....

Ot twinkles tears Because I screwed up.

I screwed up

Big time

Big time

Time and time again.

Big time,"

As I recorded this particular piece and I realized that it was rap but with a handpan. I started to rap about the fact that Lilly started to prefer men over women.

Not that I am against anything, but she did promise to stay by my side. That was when I started to cry about Lilly. I could not help but feel betrayed.

I could not believe that she wouldn't stay by my side.

More than you will ever know, much? I could go on like this, but I chose to start recording on my phone. As I started to rap and handpan. I thought I had a got concept. I was going to go on picsart and then routenote until Tiffany came in, "we are going to prevent a shark attack."

"How," I asked sarcastically.

"With rotting meat."

"I am out," I said.

"You can not give up because if that girl, you have a new one," she said.

"This is not a fucking goldfish," I was going to scream. But i did not. "All right."

Soon, I started to get up and started to say that she was right.

And right she was. I couldn't feel sorry for myself and started to get ready. "Where is the meat!?"

"In trunk, but it smells to the high heavens," she said.

"Bryan will dish it put," I said matter of factly. And that was right as I had to get back at my brother for his hair brained ways. "Let's roll!"

As we started to drive the meet, we started to stop and dumb some on the street. People at this point gave up on going to they beach and forgot about the sharks. So when we dumped meat on th side of the street, people thought that we were crazy.

We did not try to explain our selflves. But the sharks following us were all explanations that they need.

"Holy shit," one businessman said. "A shark."

Soon, we drove off, and the sharks followed us. That being said, I saw not three sharks, but six.

Damnit! They were multiplying again. So we had double the sharks to deal with. And when we went head first to the water, we made a sharp turn, and the sharks went into the water. There the swam until they disappeared into the setting sun....well for now.

That was when I actually felt good about life that being said. I just hoped that someone would nuke the sharks....but there were ethical questions about doing so.

I just hope that was the last time we saw they sharks, EVER!

Soon, I started to relax, well sort of.