Buzz

Buzz

Buzz

Buzz

Buzz

This buzzing of my phone was walking  me up.   I like waking up to a good song or by nature.  This was annoying.    I was going to sleep in for the morning, but I guess I was wrong.

"What the fuck is this buzzing about," i said under my breath.  "This better be good! Or important."

I look at my highlighted messages and see Lilly's  name and Jackie.   Jackie's message I slept through and did not look at.   But there was a preview of Lilly's message.  

*He dumped me!!!!*

I was going to block her, but soon she said this:  *I want to talk to you*

What

*Micheal dumped me*

Really

*said he was not ready for kids yet, and I am pregnant with his child.*

Not my problem

*I know, but I was wondering if we could just meet and talk. I really need to talk to you.*

Sure, we can talk, but that is it.

*we can get our favorite for your Chai*

Ok.

That was not what was on my year shopping list.    I tried to be nice but stern at the same time. 

"God damn it," I said as I emerged from the merks of my room.

"That fucking language," my brother said about my language.  

"Like you don't fucking swear," I yelled at him.   "It's Lilly she wants to talk."

"Making her sound like a criminal," he said.

"Yeah, well, what she did to me twice is criminal,"   I snapped at him.

"She didn't get her way with the guy, so she is coming back,"  he said, trying to understand.

"Yes, it rather looks like it," I said, running to the door.  I ran to the elevator and got on as soon as possible and headed down.  I needed to see what this was about.   I was dreading that she might kiss me.   Soon, I look at my new girlfriend message.  

* Sorry, i have to go to a funeral talk later?*

Yes, sure.

I put my phone away and started to make my way to Joe's, my favorite cafe.   Soon, i can see her from the window.

I enter the cafe and she waves me down.   "What so you want," I ask.

"I was wondering if we could get back together, "   she said.   "He was  gentle, but he did not want kids at all."

"Well, work it out with him, OK!

"I just wanted to  be lovers again, " she begged.  "You have been good to me and i fucked it up."

"Is that an apology," I sneared.  "Because I moved on!!!!"

"Please, just give me a third chance," she said.

"We can be friends," i said.  "With out benefits too."

"Who is she," she said. 

"That is not your concern," i pointed out.   I was walking away, and i heard a chair squeak.  She was following me.  I was trying to ignore her  when I tried to she literally bumped into me as if we were in a mosh pit.

"What do you want," I said. 

"Please give me  a chance....."

I turn around and look at her up and down.   She looked beautiful. She could have who she wanted, not she was stalking me.

Our eyes met in that alley way as we stared at eachothers souls.      She ran up to me and started  to make out with me.   I was going to void this, but I started to enjoy this make-out session.  That was when she said, "Kiss me, Jimmy!"

I do just that, and I started to fall in love with her again. What was I doing to Jackie.

That was when I decided to text Jackie the truth later.   "This means that i didn't want to trust her, but my heart and body said different. I could not. Would not control my urges.  Soon I started nwant her again, not just in a sexual way but love wise too.

As she could not Controll my self she couldn't either.   As she made out with me,  I texted Jackie about this to her.

Jackie we can't be together.

I hit send and continued to be made love  to.   Soon we went to her apartment as we started to bet ready to be intimate. I really did not want be with her again but she was still in love with me.

Sca-do-ba-da, eww

Sca-do-ba-da, eww

(Sca-do-ba-da) We were at a party (eww)

(Sca-do-ba-da) His earlobe fell in the deep (eww)

(Sca-do-ba-da) Someone reached in and grabbed it (eww)

(Sca-do-ba-da) Was a rock lobster (eww)

Rock lobster

(Ah-ah-ah-ah) Rock lobster

Eww

Eww

We were at the beach (eww)

Everybody had matching towels (eww)

Somebody went under a dock (eww)

And there they saw a rock (eww)

It wasn't a rock (eww)

Was a rock lobster (eww)

Rock lobster

(Ah-ah-ah-ah) Rock lobster

Rock lobster, rock lobster

Motion in the ocean (ooh-ah)

His air hose broke (hoo-ah)

Lots of trouble (ooh-ah)

Lots of bubble (hoo-ah)

He was in a jam (ooh-ah)

He's in a giant clam (hoo-ah)

Rock, rock, rock lobster

(Ah-ah-ah-ah) Down, down

Lobster rock

Lobster rock

Let's rock

Boy's in bikinis

Girls in surfboards

Everybody's rockin'

Everybody's fruging

Twistin' 'round the fire, havin' fun

Bakin' potatoes, bakin' in the sun

Put on your nose guard

Put on the lifeguard

Pass the tanning butter

Here comes a stingray (ooh-wah, ooh-wah)

There goes a manta ray

In walked a jelly fish

There goes a dogfish

Chased by a catfish

In flew a sea robin

Watch out for that piranha

There goes a narwhal

Here comes a bikini whale (ah)

Rock lobster (lobster, rock lobster)

Rock lobster (lobster, ah-ah-ah-ah)

Rock lobster (lobster, rock lobster)

Rock lobster (lobster, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah

I started to wake up listening to rock lobster and being in eachothers arms. She looked at me and she smiled not with her lips her eyes too.

I was just trying to wake up this dream/night mare.

That being said I couldn't imagine the fact that I heard my phone buzz too. I reach over and look at it:

*this is seriously fucked up! You are breaking up with me?*

Yes

*good enjoy *

Soon I started to wonder if she wad right in the head at all. Soon I could feel Lilly tracing circles on my shoulder. That brought me out of funk.

Soon she kissed my shoulder and I smiled at her. She lights up a joint and soon she is blowing smoke and kisses in in my face. That being said i was getting excited at how sensual she was.

"She blocked me," I said

"Who," said Lilly.

"My current girl friend!"

"You got me, bae!"

Shit, she was wonderful but she was obviously not right in the head. Soon I started to wonder if I was just doing this to get Lilly back. But I still did not trust Lilly. That being said i reached to geta book, something to read other then angry and enraged messages that Jackie sent me. But the main thin gas that I was back with Lilly- for now!

Soon we started to make stoned love. It felt good i must sat to be with Lilly. She was still wonderful bit she wad emotional about the break up. So I did not push.

"Thank you for taking me back," she said.

"As I said we have trust issues," I stated. "It will be a good year for us to get back to being before Julio and before Micheal. You got that...."

"Yes," she said.

"But I still love you!!"

"Can you unblock me on Facebook!?"

"Yes!!!"

"Thanks Jimmy."

Soon we started to make love again. She was kissing me as she frisked me. Groping me on away. I started to climax as she made love to my woman hood.

"Shit!"

"Yes?" She asked.

"That just felt good!"

"What getting rid of the sharks and/or making love with me."

"Both!"

She smiled sensually at me and she started to kiss up to me. Soon she started to make out with her and we started to wonder if we could get black to being together or was this a trist.

I needed to know.

"Lilly," I said. "You serious about being with me."

"Yes!"

"Thank God......" i mutter to my self.

I just asked that because I was I secure with what she did. But I was forgiving. Though I wish to sat the same about Jackie and i.

I still felt like I wasted this opportunity to be with some great to be with the comfortable hell. I knew that Lilly would cheat in a heart beat. I just knew.

But I could not question Lilly for who she was. I just had to accept that she was probably bi. Even though i was not happy about it as it was still news for me. But i had to ask what in the actual hell.

"Why did you cheat on me a second time," i asked just wondering.

"We have been doing this since I got into then TSA. I caught his eye and he approached me. He was so gentle with me. And we shared alot of things in common."

"And we didn't," I asked. "I like to think of myself as gentle."

"But he was actually interested in the same issues as I," she said.

"So you are demi sexual."

"Yes....I. guess!"

"I can respect that."

She kissed me and we started to fornma relationship again. That was it.... right ..........