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I walk the line between good and evil

This apple's rotten, rotten to the core

Get up, get up, off your knees

Get down, get down, on the floor!

I walk the line

I walk the line

I walk the line

Between good and evil

My business is a little cloak and dagger

I drink so much I don't walk I merely stagger!

No you wouldn't listen & I don't blame you

No I don't blame ya!

I walk the line

I walk the line

I walk the line

I walk the line

Between good & evil

My rent is 65 a day

I can't move

You know that's the price you pay

Is life all in vain?

Starts off in my arm

Opens up my brain

I'm already in the gutter -

Next stop is the drain!

I walk the line

I walk the line

I walk the line

I walk the line

Between good and evil

Live fast, die young

Live fast, die young

I walk the line

Evil

I walk the line

I walk the line

I walk the line

I walk the line

Between good and evil

While others have been thinking about it - I've been there and back

I walk the line

I walk the line

I walk the line

I walk the line

Between good and evil

I was listening to this song as I sipped on my Chai latte and was ob my iPad touch.   This is like the smart or iPhone but with out the phone part.   So, I was listening to this song.  I'm not minding anything but I business.  I was going to get my tattoo that I was looking forward to the zombie one for my chest.

That being said I was still leaving my area on my skin for Lilly and my tattoo.  We were going to matching designs of flowers.   That was basically to say that we were getting married.   We didn't believe in engagement rings as I could not stand them.  Especially the diamonds.

That being said I find diamonds to amplify negative emotions (I think I mentioned  this).

But I already  suck at emotional regulation  as it is so I don't bother with diamonds.

She was supposed to meet me as I was getting the zombie tattoo done and then we were going to get that flower done soon. 

"Hello zombie," the receptionist said.  "I was starting to worry that the sharks got you."

"No!"  I said.  "My girlfriend is coming to get a Lilly and a rose done along with me."

"What's here name?"

"Lilly!"

"Beautiful name, is that her...."

I turn around and see that she is smiling at me but I did not get my other tattoo done. 

"I just wanted to see the zombie," she said.  "I love the zombie."

"I do love you," I said.  "Too.  On second that let's do the flowers first."

"Sure,"said the receptionist.

"Thank you!"  Lilly kissed me.

I smile  and kiss her.   "Let's roll."

She obviously had a high high pain tolerance as well. Don't let her look fool you. She was tough.forma sensual BBW.   That being said she was happy and smiling at the time of that tattoo.  I thought this was better than rings.  Though I still did not enjoy having trust issues I found that she was really trying to avoid her supervisor. 

"So I asked to be transferred  to the international terminal," she said, reassuring me!  "The supervisor there is not interested in women."

"Good," I said.   "That is good."

She soon winced, but it was not because of the tattoo gun.  It was because she was crying about Micheal.

"I need alittle time to my self...." she said.

"I guess not everyone takes well," the artist said.

"No she isn't crying because of pain!"

"I am good," Lilly said.   "I just want to continue on."

"With the tattoo or the relationship," I asked.

"Both!!!" She said. "But I will mess his passion and gentleness."

I was staying not starting this up again.  But she obviously  still had feelings for him.  I could see the emotional pain in her eyes. 

"I am sorry but I will always love him,"  she said.

"What about your kid."

"You can raise her/him," she said.

That was when she started to pull out her phone and  she texted him mid tattoo.  I was honoured but I felt bad for the child.  

She looked at menamd said, "I can't but we can be friends!"

"Sure." I said.  "We can be!"

As I look out a see what looks like a shark chasing a business man.  "Damnit, did you see that."

"No!"

I was wondering if I was being driven crazy by sharks.  That was when I saw the damn since again.  The business man chased by sharks.

There were four of them that were after him.    I could not believe my eyes. 

"Lilly," I said. "Just watch out for the sharks."

"Maybe  I can help you with them again," she said.  "I miss  that."

"Sounds good," I said enthusiastically.   But I was not happy  about Micheal.  "Hey , do you book back?"

"No!"  She said.  "Keep it to remember me by."

"No you can have it," I said.

"Ok!"

I fished the book out and gave it to her.  Soon I was wondering if I did the right thing by letting her go.   But she was my friend in the end.

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